Oops.. :)

Well when I started this blog a while I think I had expectations to write out all of my feelings so that someone would be able to connect with me, and some of the suffering that i was going through at that time. And now i have almost nothing to write about. I try to come up with some ideas in how i would be able to connect with people and how i would be able to get some comments of what would be interesting to write about. But now i think im going to keep some of those ideas in how i started this blog in the first place. I have this awesome best friend that is an artist, and when i would ask her how painting and drawing felt for her she would always say, "its like this bubble in my stomach that just comes up and i throw it on the paper and thats just what it is." When i write i almost feel the same thing. With every letter, word, comma, and period it all has meaning. I am no artist, and to be honest im no Pitzer writer either. But when i write its like i can just close the whole world off and its just me and my pen, or in this case me and a keyboard. I am able to write anything thing that just wants to come out. Although having some inspiration while i write could never hurt really. But sometimes i forget why i love to write. But when i get the bubble feeling and just cant keep that shit in, whatever comes out is mine. So i guess in the sense that its my creation and its something that i have written with my ideas and my hands that have written these words, i guess thats when i feel like an artist. In any case, all of this said just to say that i have nothing to write about with blog but my friend brought up that my blog doesnt have enough entries and of course i want to expand on this but i also want to not loose the ambitions that ive had when i first started this blog. Like the title of my blog i am always searching for a new horizon, and i dont think that i would be able to loose that ambition, although for this entry im going to just leave it as a reflection and refocus. Im sure that there are many things that i could find to write about, but today im just taken it easy. Always welcome to ideas and comment so please give me some.

Always and Forever
Shane